Love-Hate Feeling by UmehWrites

Why do I love how I hate feeling this way, why?

Mixed feelings, heightened emotions, the mood swings that comes with the gift of a Gemini.

It is who I am.

I have long made peace with the possibility that I may always bear the burden of feeling happily sad.

I hate how I love experiencing this mixed feeling. It’s that bad.

It could be random thoughts, events within and beyond my control, or mistakes in this game of life I wish I can correct,

It is the components of my imperfections…it is my defect.

It is this negative and positive emotions that unite like Iraq and Iran to serve as a catalyst that brings out the very best of my gift.

It is a love-hate situation… it’s like beauty and the beast.

I love how I hate feeling this way.

I crave happiness, but if there’s a price to uncover the mysteries in sadness I am willing to pay.

Somebody ginger me!

Somebody save me!