Heartbreaker by UmehWrites
Forgive my ignorance, for I was drowning in love and thought you’re “the one”.
I thought you’re my lost rib, the last piece that completes my puzzle and love triangle,
but I was only lost in infatuation island where reality is an illusion.
Feels like the time we spent together is a waste.
Like I was only there to fill a void,
until the real owner of your heart comes to claim his possession like a rose in a vase.
How do I unlove you?
How can I uninstall this emotion operating like a pro version in my heart?
I can’t even lie, even though I know you’re wrapped in the arms of your lover, I still want you…badly!
This feeling is a curse and may stick with me until I become a corpse.
How do you expect me to get over this feeling just like that?
I mean…I prayed, hoped and imagined you and I together forever.
But the only thing you left me with is broken pieces of my heart.
Yes, I’m a cry baby.
I cried when I realised I lost you forever.
Can’t believe you were never meant to be mine.
I still hold back the tears, and even in a crowded room I still feel lonely.
Damn girl, I still hear your laughter in a silent room.
Your beautiful voice, unending smile, the warmth of your touch,
The diary in your eyes… Losing you has to be karma’s way of paying me back for all the hearts I’ve broken.
After you left, my heart totally forgot how to fall in love.
No one can heighten my emotions like you did.
You left a standard which no one can surpass.
I tried to erase your memory, but we have so much in common that everything reminds me of you.
I’m just going to try and subdue this emotion,
wrap it in a trash can and pretend it was all an imagination.
Or better still, learn the lessons this escapade,
and use it to suffocate my future hubby with loving overdose.
You’re a Heartbreaker, but I still love you girl. Damn!
- UmehWrites
